sigh… haven’t been on here in a while.

well. good news is that i’m back on the weight loss train. for a while there i was just gaining and gaining weight, but im going back down now. pretty stressed though with school. since its almost spring break there are soooo many tests and stuff. and i’m sick too. sigh. oh well

Anonymous asked: Can I make some suggestions? Number one: DON'T DRINK OR SMOKE. This is just making your psychological problem worse, okay? Two: When you eat breakfast, eat until you are full. This will make you snack less. Three: Exercise outside. Try something, and if you say you're terrible at it, practise. Weights are also bad: you're 15, your bones are growing and putting a lot of pressure on them is just going to stunt them. If I were you, I'd do research. But good luck.

Well, 1. I know they’re bad and only making things worse, but I’m not making any guarantees for this one. Even if it’s only temporary relief, it’s still relief, 2. Alright, I will try, 3. I’m not growing anymore, so weights aren’t going to stunt my growth. 

Thanks for the tips :)

i am so fucking stressed out right now. i can’t do this. ugh

i feel fat. and ugly. and depressed. and just ugh. usually i would be getting drunk or since i was gonna start smoking, i would try and get high. but no. with all this school drug testing drama going on i can’t even do that. im stuck in this pit and i dont even have my temporary escapes. FUCK.

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deranged-plague asked: I don't know you and quite possibly I never will, I just stumbled upon your post about feeling down on yourself.. This is all I can say; it will get better. As stupid and meaningless that sounds; remember it and make it your chant for it is always darkest before the dawn. You're what.. 15 from what I read on your page? You're only beginning life and while you feel fat, stupid, whatever.. it gets better and you're beautiful despite what you may think. That's all I have to say.

Thanks:)

ugh. i’ve been stuffing my face. like a fucking fat piece of shit. ugh. im restricting from tomorrow onwards. drinking tons of water to fill me up and snacking on 90calorie granola bars whenever i have to.

blaaaah. whyyy. school may have drug testing. was going to start smoking tomorrow. seriously? SERIOUSLY!? GAH.

it’s like there’s some force out there preventing me from doing this stuff. like every single time i want to drink or smoke something happens and i can’t. its so stupid. gah. GAH.

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